i thought i needed you.
no more lies. i did need you.
(although conceding to need is such a weakness that i damn the part of myself that gave in.)
and now i hate you because something stupid i saw in you made me weak,
gave me the right, i thought, to lean.
but the dry reeds broke and i stumbled, confused and ashamed and hurt
thankfully i found my balance.
no more leaning.
no more lies. i did need you.
(although conceding to need is such a weakness that i damn the part of myself that gave in.)
and now i hate you because something stupid i saw in you made me weak,
gave me the right, i thought, to lean.
but the dry reeds broke and i stumbled, confused and ashamed and hurt
thankfully i found my balance.
no more leaning.
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